A chilly Monday
Hi! I’m back. I didn’t fill in the rest of my day yesterday, and i’m not going to do it now. OK so here’s the low down: First off, I met 2 new people today! Tonia’s boyfriend Anthony Del Giudice and Deemo/Dimo/Dymo. Once I add him on facebook and get the proper spelling i’ll come back and inform you… Anyhow, they’re really nice. Dimo is funny. Chill. Can talk and shit and won’t be awkward. Anthony is a funny one. I think him and Tonia complement each other poifectly. He’s a business major. That’s all the dirt I have on him so far, but we still have the future to play Sherlock Holmes. They’re actually sitting one bitch away from me… that’s not nice.. one GIRL away frome me. So, i’m alone. And loving it. (kidding)
30% exam tomorrow in my Canadian History class. I should be reading over the notes, but instead, i’m here and there, doing this and that. So, on that note, my day is going pretty well actually..
Started off weird. Woke up at 9:30 and just kinda layed in my bed a bit.. shaved, and talked on the phone for 2 hours to a friend. I told myself I wouldn’t come here today, but thought that looking at a bed in my room would be worse so I hopped on a bus and here I am… still doing nothing.. but don’t judge. Tara asked me if I wanted to go for a 5:30AM coffee before our exam, and just stay up all night studying… I would, but I have no car.. and I think my parents would be a little confused if I went to Starbucks on a day that i’m A) Not supposed to be working and B) The morning of an exam. But nonetheless, it would have been nice. So to make up, coffee will be digested at around 8:00 AM one hour before the exam…
I think I’m going to live by a new philosophy when it comes to an hour before an exam. REDBULL and a CHOCOLATE bar. YES. My friend Paolo does that and it seems to be working just fine for him… and he’s in 4th year…. so, for the New Year, that will be one of my resolutions… well… maybe.
So yes about this exam- 30%, essay style, and hideous. Disgusting. But I love the course you know? It’s so interesting and I feel I should be more into studying it so I can honour my grades…. BUT, it’s Christmas, and there’s way too much to think about. For example, Christmas involves money! Money=Visa to me. Visa=GONE Scotiabank’s fucking slogan is you’re richer than you think. Yeah? That’s bullshit. I’m in 1500 debt… that doesn’t seem so richeous to me.. but, who knows, maybe in the New Year they’ll actually give us that money and say it was all a joke! We’re in a recession right? It coulddddd happen.. But then again… Yeah-I have no money to buy Christmas presents, so, my friends (actual ones), if you don’t get a gift this year, don’t be mad! You can have all my love.. and me and my visa bill! It is the season of giving right? So shut the fuck up and start throwing me the cash baby instead of guzzling all of mine.
**My friend Jason is coming home in like a week or something. He went to Newfoundland for University, and I was supposed to be there as well, but neither fucking OSAP nor St. John’s Bursary gave me funding, so, i’m at Carleton. But I like it here.. Not Ottawa, but the school. Anyhoo, me and him are tight. Met him at farmboy and we kicked it off. Sucks that he’s gone so far, but w/e, that’s an experience that anyone would kill for, so, in the words of Lorena Pagani, “Good for you hunny!” haha Hopefully he won’t be too busy with all of the holiday hustle and bustle to catch up over a nice coffee.. but who am I kidding, I would rather catch up while i’m drunk off my ass at a bar or stoned out of my fucking tree. That sounds like more fun.. Option A is more likely the scenario though. (drunk)
I feel really bad lately. A few of my friends and I scheduled to hang out this week, but I ditched and didn’t even call back. The thing is, I hope they don’t take it personally.. you know? Like i’m always MIA… aside from texting and that. I don’t wanna be hard to reach, but i’m always either at school, in the library, or at the buck. I get like threatening texts and facebook inboxes which my friends send asking what happend and where are you… but I just can’t face to answer. I run away from my problems you know? Like, yes, sometimes I will void a call… but I really only talk to 5 or 6 people on a regular day to day basis…. and the people who I haven’t heard from in over a month I really do want to go out with, but, it’s different in the moment when I actually consider everything going on around me.. i dunno if this makes sense.. but.. you know?
Aquarius will have a lot of friends, but only hold few close to them. IE: Talk to everyday, go out one on one and it’s not awkward, and confide in like few of them about everything. I guarantee you: The few people that are close to me… the ones I talk to everyday… know everything… my love life, my problems, my stresses, my happiness.. all that shit and a spank on the ass! They’re the people who don’t question the problem I say. They already know about it and back me up and re assure me. Aquarius is amazing. There’s so much more to it though you know? I don’t check my daily horscope, but I do like to know my sign and what kind of a person I am.. I recommend that you look into it!
So, to conclude, the book/scripture me and Tonia are in the midst of writing will be handed out sooner or later. Here’s a little sneak peak of the layout and format with key examples:
when you and you’re significant other are in a pickle, and one thing … leads to another, voices tend to raise. sometimes, you have to speak your mind and you just wana say, it a calm manner..”you are yelling.. why are you yelling..”
or sometimes, when things go bad and and you just wana throw in the towel, you just have to think to yourself “you know.. it has to get worse before it can get better.” girl, you can tough it out and you know it will pay off in the long run.
HAHAHA
Anyways, I should be here for a bit.. studying…actually though. No lies. Me and Makda have this down to a tee. We procrastinate our asses, and get shit done last minute. C is the DEGREE bab-ee!
well, i’m out for now.. until tomorrow…
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